hey guys, it’s been a while, hope you enjoy your day.

1st of July, 2017, Tuesday, 7:12 pm
i’m at the park, im sat next to my favorite person in the world, my best friend, i can hear the faint squeals of excited children, blending into the background, and for reasons i can’t think of i am reminded of how much i want to belong, to just fit in, and i mean this in the most non-pretentious way possible, i want to melt into the background, I’m reminded of how much i want to escape the watchful eye of society, how much i want to be an insignificant color of the spectrum, i want to be another shade of red, not quite significant but there, a part, not an important part but a part nontheless, and it’s very conflicting, because if i was to become just another unknowing person, how am i supposed to climb out of that when i decide that i want to touch people’s lives?